Changed Heart and healed
If you firmly believe and want something it will happen ultimately. At a satsang given by Morari Bapu, I heard him say ‘In case you are not sure of whom to choose as your Guru, then you can consider Hanumanji Dada – Hanumanji Bhagvan as your Guru.’ I quickly started to consider Hanumanji as my Guru. Since then I prayed to Hanumanji Dada and asked him to send me a SatGuru .
At a Hanuman Camp in 1985, I also got a book on Ishtaha Siddhi Yog by Sant Shri Asaramji Bapu. The book had the address and the contact number of the Ashram on it. I wanted to come but my husband did not. My husband was a non-religious materialistic worldly man. He led a fast life, enjoyed going to the club, and smoked cigarettes. In short I never made it to a ashram or a guru. It took five years when things started to happen. In 1989 my husband came upon a book published by the Ashram . His colleagues at office and friends at the club also encouraged him to visit Sant Shri Asaramji Bapu. That evening he agreed to visit the Ashram.
So we went to the Ashram next day, my husband was not very keen as he was not out in search of a Guru. We had no knowledge of Bapu’s schedule or Ashram’s activities & timings. We met Shivlal Kaka.
We were blessed and had Bapu’s darshan along with other audience. It only took one visit for change of heart for my husband. My husband found his Ishwar in Bapu. Today if any one asks my husband, he refers to Bapu as his Ishwar, his God and has also taken Diksha. He has terminated his club going and has also stopped cigarette smoking. I am forever grateful for this..
As to my story, I suffered from a 20 to 30 years age-old stomach pain problem, which was not getting better. I was finally told it had to do with my digestive tract and had to have surgery. That night I committed to 108 Shri Asaramayana patths (readings), and decided not to go to the clinic any more. This was foolish because it is hard to do so many patths in a restricted period of time and I could never do it.
Next day instead of going to the clinic I went to see Bapu. He tested me with an invocation. I told him to take care that only he could help me, and that inspite of curfew I will return in the evening. I was still in pain when I went home and told no one. That evening I went back to the Ashram and I took prasad, blessed food, and went home healed soothed of my pain.
Sat Guru Bapuji Ki Jai